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ON TIME AND LOSS
Call it what you will – time, loss, memory, thought, fear – it all
amounts to one thing: our life. We are the sum of our losses and fears,
we are what remains after we go through time and until we face our own
souls – that is, after we discard our bodies and face death. No one put
it better than Tolstoy: “We think that we move through time. No! Time
stands still. We pass.”
Time is another word for death, for nonexistence, and we live with it
in the most intimate manner. In fact, that is where we are in pure
solitude, that is where we nail our essence. That is where we claim
complete freedom from our biographies, that is where we glimpse at the
chance of salvation. Everything else deals with others – everything
else is dependence and thus, is substitutable. If we learn to love Time
and all that it does to us, we will find peace. If not we will exist in
perpetual torment and fear. And hence, the poems…
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